I think by the time I post up is no 1st of May.. so I guess from now I should say it is yesterday...xD so yesterday (1st of May)... I argue with my mother... I felt so sorry after I argue with her... I felt extremely sad too... I thought of finding people to chat with so that I won't feel sad anymore ( when I feel sad, I'll find people to chat, so when I finding people to chat with me means I'm sad...need to calm down my feeling.. please take note.. to who ever that care about me) hahax.. I know that sounds stupid... can't believe that the first person I think of is him. Mr. P...so I messaged him, and asked whether is he going to online tonight... he asked why... I thought he not free so I was like "you not free is it? then never mind"... but end up we sms the whole night from nine something to eleven something.. he always say thing that touched people... (I don't know whether is good or not, well sometime is good and sometimes is not. It depends)... At the end he manage to make me happy.... hahax... oh ya and the last thing is...today(2/5/08) gonna be last day I view my friend blog.... cause the reason I view their blog is to make sure I know what is actually happening on my friend and get update.. but at the same time...why must I get up-to-date through their blog? we are friend, but they don't feel like telling me...so why must I go and check up their blog everyday? every time I online? (I know they didn't ask me to but...I just want to know more about them since they can't share with me their problems) why must I be the same standard as the other people that actually don't know you and reading your blog? unless I'm not consider as your friend... this blog suppose to be only happy stuff but now... never mind.... I guess is time for me to leave now... before I start crapping again... nitex
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